Venting Frustration...

Kari828 started this discussion · 6/16/2009

sorry, i just need to vent a little and no one else i know really understands where in coming from... so I have a wedding to go to this weekend and i get really bruised up from poling so i haven't touched the pole since i did my last vid (superman) to try and let the bruises heal before i have to get in this dress for the wedding... that alone is driving me crazy, and on top of that i haven't been poling that regularly the past 3 weeks or so cuz I'm a little scared to use it cuz its a crappy Flirty Girl pole that has almost dug a hole completely through my ceiling... i figure just a few more spins and through the ceiling it will go and onto the floor i will go... i really need to get a new pole but i can't afford it right now and there is no studio close enough to me that i could do drop ins at... I'm just super frustrated and already feel myself loosing strength and motivation...grrrrr.... 😢

9 replies

Toccara · 6/16/2009
aw Im sorry! Im in a bit of the same situation as you! Im having to save up for my pole as well. which is a task that sometimes seems like Ill never achieve. And all the classes are about an hour away! So I feel your frustration! But dont worry, you'll get what you want soon enough. Just keep your head up! 🙂
jellycat1 · 6/16/2009
I feel you, I've been trying to get a pole of my very own for 2 years. Everytime I get close something comes up. Two weeks ago I had the money, had placed the order and had to cancel cause the stupid cat ate some lillies. Instead of a pole I got a $400 vet bill. Joke is when my pole finally arrives I'll probably end up kicking the dumb cat in the head during a spin and have to make another emergency trip to the vet. 😂 (Fortunately a dumb cat is a tough cat and he's fine after the lilly incident.) Anyway, pole is finally ordered and on it's way..... once they get them back in stock. 😠 Hopefully I will have my pole up by the end of the month. You'll get it, I know you will. 🥂
Beccagirl · 7/16/2009
alright guys here is a sucky day!! I have to vent 🙁 Today is the one of the worst days I had at work. My boss has been getting after me since I complained about her kids not listing to me, b'c their the bosses kids. So lately she has been after me after every little detail. Than I had the kids not listen to me at all today all 9 boys ❗ Next I had a parent mad at me because of the miscommunication between two parents on what they agreed upon what they want their child to watch (power rangers) and (christian daycare). Than she turns to me and ask me if we do anything educational and I was thinking (um nope) but didn't say, and I try not to let them watch much t.v. maybe just the full movie and that is it. Than she goes (while they are watching the movie) is that homework and i was like yes, and she asked me if I do anything with the kids and I said yes but their also at that point where they want me involved and dont want me involved. Than I found out from a cowork that my director has been hiring for my position ( a day before she does not know where to put me since the school agers dont listen) and (she asked me if I am just a "body" and I told her yes) so I know she is hiring for my posistion. I wanted to walk out today 😈 than to boot my dad calls me and tells me that my uncle died today. I got a hold of my cousin and found out he passed away this morning. Now I have to go to work tomorrow or if I even have a job, I have also been noticing on what rules (dhs) has for min. requirements and I think some of it their not following....I have been applying lately and my head is spinning and I also had a test tonight 😈 Sorry that it is long but I feel like I need to vent!
SissyBuns · 7/16/2009
alright guys here is a sucky day!! I have to vent 🙁 Today is the one of the worst days I had at work. My boss has been getting after me since I complained about her kids not listing to me, b'c their the bosses kids. So lately she has been after me after every little detail. Than I had the kids not listen to me at all today all 9 boys ❗ Next I had a parent mad at me because of the miscommunication between two parents on what they agreed upon what they want their child to watch (power rangers) and (christian daycare). Than she turns to me and ask me if we do anything educational and I was thinking (um nope) but didn't say, and I try not to let them watch much t.v. maybe just the full movie and that is it. Than she goes (while they are watching the movie) is that homework and i was like yes, and she asked me if I do anything with the kids and I said yes but their also at that point where they want me involved and dont want me involved. Than I found out from a cowork that my director has been hiring for my position ( a day before she does not know where to put me since the school agers dont listen) and (she asked me if I am just a "body" and I told her yes) so I know she is hiring for my posistion. I wanted to walk out today 😈 than to boot my dad calls me and tells me that my uncle died today. I got a hold of my cousin and found out he passed away this morning. Now I have to go to work tomorrow or if I even have a job, I have also been noticing on what rules (dhs) has for min. requirements and I think some of it their not following....I have been applying lately and my head is spinning and I also had a test tonight 😈 Sorry that it is long but I feel like I need to vent! Wow man. I hate to hear about unhealthy work environments. I know it can be so stressful. I'm also sorry to hear about your uncle. I hope that you're able to put your family and being for them foremost before all that work drama. If you lose that job, maybe it's a good thing. Sometimes certain doors close so others can open. Keep your head up and keep looking for better opportunites 🥂 (hug subsitute)
Gsylass · 7/16/2009
Sorry to hear that hon, what a rough day! Sissybuns is spot-on, you never know what's around the corner. 🌸
Beccagirl · 7/17/2009
Gsylass and sissybuns!! I have been filling out applications in the last couple days I lost count to how many. I had an open interview yesterday 😀 They said they will be calling today if I am the one they pick. Otherwise I hope to hear from places soon. About my uncle, its sad, but my dad is the only one left now in his family and I spoke to my cousin for the first time in 6 years, so my family on my dad side isn't very talkative and we are so spread out it is hard for us to get together. So we shall see what this next week will bring im on vacation so I hope I get interviews 😀
Beccagirl · 7/22/2009
So i am on vacation, and too boot I got a job offer on the spot! I never had that happend before so I am so excited! Just to let you guys know! 🥂
Trena · 7/22/2009
OH congrats on the job offer beccagirl! 🥂
Beccagirl · 7/22/2009
Thanks trena! I start in a week, my last day at work will be the 31st! I am so excited, come buy shoes!!