That moment when I thought I sucked at pole...something special happens...

I'm sure you understand how I feel about this. I have been doing sexy pole choreography. I'm a beginner in a class of intermediate and advanced students - sometimes I really feel out of my depth. But I'm very very determined person. So today we were doing quite a difficult routine (even the int and adv found it hard at times) and I'm thinking 'oh my god, am I ever going to get good at this? Everyone is so much better than me...I shouldn't pay attention to them..but I'm feeling like crap' And I'm doing a spinning pole corkscrew move and swinging my hair in a very sexy fashion (trust me I'm not a naturally sexy girl). And then...the teacher stop what she's doing.... she looks at me and says.... Jacqueline that is fantastic. I can't stop smiling And I realise. I'm not that bad. I should be nicer to myself. I just had to write this down :oD