Roxy is back!!

So okay I guess I could put this in the "blog" section but honestly I liked it better when everyone posted everything in the forum! 😀 😀 Not much of a blogger...anywho Since January I kinda fell off of my pole wagon...many reasons as to why 1. I really do believe that I suffer from seasonal depression or something bc I didn't really have motivation to do much of anything. 2. My hubs and I had it out when it came to my and my pole. Long story! And, 3. I started P90X to be a suppliment to my poling but it eventually overtook it...I could not pole on arms/shoulders/chest/back day because doing both would completely tire me out and I couldn't pole the next day bc i didn't want to over train....so p90x became my focus and pole kinda went to the way side. hmmmm dosen't make sense since I was going to opening a pole studio in June. Well in the mix there is now the huge possibility that I can do my dream job (besides a pole studio)...staying at home with my kids and *cough* homeschool*cough* them 😲 which is something that I have wanted to do for a long time...but I'm not so sure both "dream jobs" can happen simultaneously....ANYWAYS...until yesterday I hadn't touched my pole in almost two weeks and it had probably been two weeks prior to that too...I realized that I've been unhappy because I was leaving out a piece of me that made me happy...poling! So last night I decided to move my pole out of the office (which dosen't eminate pole-mood) to the living room where the ambiance is more warm and comforting, and there is a ton more room. Danced for about an hour and for the first time in a long time it felt great and free. Previously my practices felt contrived and ruled by my camera, but not last night! I can't wait to get on again tonight! So I believe that I am back on the horse....back to working on my website, back to making that Roxy-spin tutorial and back to getting caught up on the forums!! I've missed you guys!! 🥂 🥂