my late new year resolutions!

Hmmm a bit late I know! But here they are 🥂 -Buy a damn pole! I'm nearly there, I've chose the xpole xpert chrome 50mm, now it is just a matter of putting together the last £50! -To master at least all of the beginner and half of the intermidiate moves. I think I could do more, but one of my biggest problems is that I end up taking on more than is realistic quite frequently, and I REALLY don't want to let myself down yet again! 🙄 -Start singing again. I haven't really done much singing since I stopped my lessons a year ago, and I miss it so much! Like pole dancing, it is a beautiful form of self expression and it heals me, so I really need to go back! -Lose 22 pounds. I've already lost 25 pounds, but then stopped. I had to, but now I must go back to dieting, I don't want this to drag on forever! Come on me! *kicks self in the ass* -Concentrate better on my studies, and get a part time job I actually enjoy! 🤐 -Have fun for once. I'm becoming a robot people! It's time I realise that when I die I won't take my bloody grades and certificates with me haha! I honestly need to concentrate more on my own hapiness, and ease off my goals, otherwise I won't be become the person I truly aspire to be... Does it even make sense? I hope so haha Sorry if this is too long, but I'm glad I made myself do this list, better late than never eh? 😀