my birthday, and my bummer day :(

Hey all, I really didnt know where to post this and since my birthday is in exacly 2 weeks. May 24!! Might as well post here. Ahh i'm very upset today, mt lessons have been going great and I was really looking forward to my second round of lessons with a new studio ( TG poles so I could finally test them out before ordering) and I find out I lost my bartending job today. Ugh, I took to much time off apperently for my security job(which dosent start till June 30th!) ugh, so I'm just super depressed that now I have to find another job and I hope I can still afford my lessons. I have money saved but I start university in the fall so now i'm just lost in life! ahhh I wish I had my own pole right about now!! I'm just having a bummer day, but pole class is just three days away and that always makes me feel happy:) thank you for listening to my rant ladies i'm just a little upset today. and remember im 19 on MAY 24!! 😁