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Minor nerve damage in arm - goodbye strength moves ? :(

Shellectra started this discussion ·

2 weeks ago I pulled something near my shoulder blade and within a few days I could pole again.  Then over the next week I had tingling in my left arm on that side and when I would try my 2 favorite moves I worked so hard to get - cartwheel mount and twisted grip handspring, my left arm (lower supporting arm) would not be able to hold me up fully - it would 'buckle' a bit so to speak and bend a bit when I was upside down.  The physio said its minor nerve damage and I have bee doing a few nerve exercises and been told to stay off the pole.  I am to the point of crying cos I just know if I don't pole for weeks I will lose the only 2 impressive moves I could do, they took me Months to learn, and they were the only talent I had :( I have tried a few times to do them again (naughty I know) and can't get up but i think thats cos of fear of knowing I shouldn't try, and not trusting my lower arm cos it buckles. I really dont know what to do now, I feel like taking the pole down and giving up.  I am crying as I write this cos a few weeks ago I was so strong and could do a TG handspring and cartwheel mount with ease, now I can't even do them anymore. I am so frustated and annoyed and know they will be gone when I go back to trying properly, and seeing as I suck at pole anyway I wonder if it would be better to just put the pole away so I can stop looking at it every day and trying to use it when im not meant to :(

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