Hi ! I m from Bangkok

Hi all, First of all, I m from Bangkok so I' m not fluent using English but I learn so hard. I love listening my favorite songs and dance but not everyday. Lately my weight over standard of woman,I m tall 166 CMS with weight 75 Kgs, I used to be a girl with 50 Kgs 5 years ago. At that time I felt a lot of confident and I was so happy girl but nowadays I lost my confident , I keeping wearing T shirt and stop going out the club with my friend, just dance in my room. I interested in Pole dance a while after I see the film by Linsey Lohan ack in "I know who killed me" and I read the article about pole dance from a book. That article let me know about this pole dance is a sport to make beautiful body 😉 so I wanna try someday. Today I m around the YouTube as everyday and just searching VDO by use the word dance but I don't remember why I found TaraKarina in there and her VDO inspired me, she has a very good shape and I'd love to be like her. After I tour the site and found many girl here are awesome and you have a very good shape and give more help on how to lose weight in one topic in here, forum. I 'd love to be a part of this community ! and I 'd love to start pole dance. What should I do first ? I have no pole so I have to buy it or going to fitness and take a course. 🙂 Thanks all