hello from germany

hi, I am Andrea and 39 years old. I just got my xpole last week and couldnt put it up till yesterday. I got an extra room for my pole now and I am soooo exited to start. I tried a few things today and I feel like I cant do anything on that pole. 😕 I dont have enough strenght to do anything. I will just keep trying and hope it will get better every day. Now I feel bad I didnt do no sports the last years after having my kids. But i really want to pole dance sooooo bad. I cant think of anything else since weeks and even though I cant do nothing yet on that pole, I am already addictet to it 😀 Hope to get some help here if I have any questions... Andrea