getting started again

I have been off the pole for about 2 yrs, I am proud to say i am going to buy a titanium gold pole within a month and i will keep going with it this time, I know if i do feel like giving up you veeners will pick me up... Another reason i want to pole again is cause my mom (which passed away in Dec. of 2014) would of loved to see me get stronger in pole and i miss her dearly, i got tears in my eyes now but im glad i am starting pole again and i will post videos of my progress :)