Fleur Im glad you posted this and Veena Im glad you replied to it too!
Its hard not to compete with someone who started at the same time as you or started after you but it is so important to know that its not a frickin competition! Everyone has their own pace! When you’re not ready for something you’re just not ready and thats it. What you need to do is make yourself ready by conditioning your body for whatever spin/trick you’re trying. I was guilty of racing ahead of time and then I realised that by basic spins were suffering cause I didnt spend enough time on them! At the moment Im working on doing all my spins on my non-dominant side too cause Ive discovered this is very important.