I’m the same way when i get a new move that i have been struggling with . Like a week ago when i finely got the knee hold . i have been trying to get that move for months . and when i finely did it for the first time . i was jumping up and down like a crazy person . and my 9 year old little girl was there and we were high fiveing and whooping and dancing around the room . i ran and called my hubby just to tell him and i text my mom a pic of it . it was insane . i know my family thinks I’m crazy when i act like that over a pole move … but they don’t get what i feeling of accomplishment it is …lol