Ok, so I’m writing you guys back individually because you all gave such beautiful advice and I appreciated it so much!!!!!!!

Ducky: you’re so sweet!!! It never occurred to me that Pete would tell my teacher he thought I was cute, that night I looked like a mess, no makeup- hair slicked back. But when he sees me this time he won’t even recognize me because my hair will be done and my makeup on and stuff haha. I can only HOPE that he said he liked me! https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_smile.gif

Glitter: Ily!!! You’re so sweet!!!! You’re right, I do need to reread Wendy’s book. I laughed so hard about the knitting the sweater thing, it’s so true!!! I have a routine already, I wrote it up that night at class and my teacher said it was really good so I just need to practice it. And I’m dancing to my fave song, Framing Hanley-Lollipop, so that’s good. You’re right about the confidence thing, I’m just gonna pretend I’m confident Sascha and not scared to death Taylor lol. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_smile.gif

Trena- Ahhh!!! Thank you honey!!!! Your comments made my whole day, seriously. I’m always so hard on myself, I thought that floor vid was stupid, so it means a lot to me that you said those things. Thank you so much, seriously I can’t tell you enough how much your post meant to me https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_smile.gif You’re right, my ex IS a pig, and I’ll do my best to have Pete eating out of my hand!

Azriel- you’re so right!! When it comes down to US, we forget how to apply everything; and you’re right- it’s all just acting. It’s just a role, and it’s just 3 minutes of my life!! I knew you would say something wonderful about the psychological point of view!!! I like how you suggested I trick my brain, if you pretend to be confident, act confident, you’ll be confident. And you’re right! He IS damn lucky I have a crush on him! *stamps foot* haha! I loved how you said, “if you didn’t care about this guys opinion, you’d do great” you’re right!!!! Ok. So that night, when I’m standing with this ridiculous firemans hat on, and firemans pants, just before I go out there I’m gonna close my eyes, take a deep breath and when I open them up I’m Sascha and I rock. Haha ILY girl! Thank you!!!!

Veena: I’ll try very hard to say out loud that I’m sexy. Maybe hearing it out loud will help me believe it more. And you’re right, I’M the one in control here, he’s just my prop! He’s just a stupid guy right? https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_smile.gif Thank you Veena!!!

Joel: You’re comment made my day! I was grinning like an idiot when I read it. Thank you for saying all that you did, it seriously made my whole day, especially coming from a man’s point of view. Your youtube comments always are wonderful, I wouldn’t have been pissed off at all, no worries. I made that vid and then made it private but then made it public again, so no worries at all. You’re right about the control thing too, he’s just a guy, he’s stuck in that chair and I’m free to do whatever I want to him. The thing I’m nervous about, is that there’s a lot of X and R rated stuff that I’ll be doing to him in my routine, I guess that’s why I’m nervous- like inverts and grinding and me doing stuff to him while he’s laying down and stuff- it’s kind of an intense routine. But you’re right, he’s not in control, I am. And it’s all acting anyways. It’ll be funny too because during the dance I’ll try to be all sexy and stuff and afterwards I’ll revert back into my little girl nature haha. Thank you so much Joel, you really made my day!!

Ok, so this post is long, but I just wanted to tell you guys how much I truly appreciated your kind words, I don’t have many friends here at school so you guys mean a lot to me!!!!!!!! I love you all! Thank you!! (and you KNOW I’ll be telling you how it went!)

If you guys are cool with it, maybe I could run some ideas I have by you???