Oh Natalie….I’m so sorry to hear about your pain and uncertainty. Sissybuns that was an amazing post, thank you for sharing. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_e_wink.gif E hugs to both of you.

We are all here for you Natalie, and I’m sure that everyone who reads this thread will send healing thoughts and energy your way! Have you thought about trying alternative medicine? Mediation can do wonders for the mind and body, there are lots of books out there for both alternative healing and mediation. Even if these things don’t have an effect on the illness it can surely help the mind. I couldn’t hurt to try. One more thing I don’t know you, but I want to remind you…..Never think you deserve this or that you have done something wrong…..shitty things happen and usually to great people. We are here for you.

*Hugz substitute*. https://www.studioveena.com/img/smilies/icon_cheers.gif