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What do I do about my boyfriend in jail?
I’m underage,he’s overage as I like to put it.I’m 15,he’s 25.I turn 16 soon,and he just turned 25.It seems in every generation in my family,the male is older that the female by 9 years,but the relationships are awful.My lover is in jail.I was forced to grow up fast,but it is illegal to do that one thing we did.My lover saved my life.I was near the point of killing myself.We talked way more than we had cex.Cex was my idea,talking his.He very much enjoyed himself though.He is in jail because of my parents.He admitted everything to them in hope they would let us marry.They suddenly changed their minds on that rule.I just found out my brother(who molested me and got away with it)is living with my lover’s family.He changed the story around and made it look like I was after my own brother’s sexual attention.He is with the only ones who give my lover visitation.We are going to have to go to court now because my lover is pleading innocent…that means I get torn to shreds.I have made everything look like I forced him,mentally coercing him.I have made the perfect case making me look like a whore who’s obsessed with him.What I don’t understand is why he would be willing to tear me apart to save his but.He’s not like that.The last time I saw him he and I were both in cuffs,and he smiled at me telling me it was ok.His family is involved.When I’m not around they walk all over him.I can handle being shredded in court,but how do I keep from falling apart in the courtroom?I want to look like trash,but his family wants vengence.It is ironic because he says he is more sure of my love than theirs.They won’t listen to him,and I was the one who helped him during a near death experience.I’m just venting,but what can I do to stay together.I want to look his mother in the eye,let his father know I understand the mean things he says about me in Japanese.I’m learning for Simon.I want my brother to see me accept his half-truths with grace.If I look like a tramp,my lover IS a saint.He cannot stand his wrong doing,and admits he’s wrong.He is willing to pay for his actions.With that picture in mind,he is almost certain to get off with the time he has already served and some parol.Why am I so hurt that he took me up on my offer when I know it gets us back together faster?
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By the way,the reason I’m asking on here is because your a nonjudgemental bunch.I’m not allowed to pole,but I’m addicted to studioveena.
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By the way,the reason I’m asking on here is because your a nonjudgemental bunch.I’m not allowed to pole,but I’m addicted to studioveena.
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By the way,the reason I’m asking on here is because your a nonjudgemental bunch.I’m not allowed to pole,but I’m addicted to studioveena.
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