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wishes
I am new. However. Am very much passionate about pole. By far not fantastic at my art but I am still proud of what I hav acomplished so far. But the thought that creeps into my head that I have a hard time shaking is the wish. This darn wish that I dream about. This wish that can bring me down some days. A wish that messes with my flow….
I find my self wishing I stared poling when I was younger.
When I was still crazy flexable and strong. Could put my body in any position from compition figure skating training. When I had control of my body. Not my body having control of me.
But I love pole. And I’m not going to sit here and let my head mees up somthing I love.
So I decided today. It doent matter if I have a bad “pole day” I did it. And if all I acomplished was one new move. Or more confodance in an old move. Or stretched in stead of doing floor work. Or did floor work instead of tricks. I still practiced. And that’s what counts.
It doesn’t matter if I’m not as flexible as I was when I was 20 …cauz I’m not 20!! I’m 30. And more passionate about somthing than I have been …well…since I was 20.
So I don’t need to wish for flexy. Strength. Stamina. Anything from where I was before. Because I wouldn’t be where I am today. Wouldn’t have the passion I have for pole like I do. If I started 10 years ago.
I am where I am saposed to be. And I’m happy.
I think this is what pole is to me.
Hey. Look at that. 🙂No more wishing. Just living and loving
Xox
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