[carlyanderson384350]

Hey hunny, thanks for the reply!
Yes I’m pretty shocked myself that I’m doing certain moves, I’m not a mega fit person but pretty strong, only dance experience is when there’s alcohol involved, lol, but i love to dance!!
I started pole last year and got on really well and built a lot of strength up and learnt spins etc, then had to have my gallbladder removed, so it put me out of the loop for a good few months, then never went back, as I had put weight on and lost all self confidence and began suffering with anxiety, blah blah blah, lol! Anyhoo I decided to lose some weight and go back to it but have one on one lessons and use my pole at home to work on the things I’d learnt in my lesson, my first lesson back, probs a year after I’d first started I hadnt lost much of the strength, all the spins were still there, just a lil slippy! My instructor believed that I was ready to begin learning the basic invert and it went from there, I have pretty much got every move she has given me and I put to practise at home, there’s a pic here of my butterfly, I think its OK? Lol, but then maybe a teeny thing I do wrong or I have a wobble and I go into panic mode and I think my brain tells me now every time I do certain moves its gonna happen and I’m gonna fall flat on my face, lose the fear maybe!! haha!
Maybe I should leave it for a week or so and not bother with that one like u said and maybe polish up my other moves!! Thanks for the reply very appreciative 🙂 xx